I think I have H-OCD. Help?

Ok, I'm a 16 year old boy, and lately I've been freaked I could be gay or bi. Thing is, I've had OCD ever since I can remember. Ridiculous routines of touching things a number of times, obsessive use of symmetry in art at school, etc. And now, I seem to be questtioning what I am. Thing is, I'm mentally attracted to girls, not guys. But, unfortunately, guys seem to make me . Let me explain before you draw conclusions or freak out. 1. I don't want these involuntary arousals to stuff. 2. Why aren't just seeing attractive girls enough to make me all the time? 3. I don't actually get by just seeing a guy, so please note that. 4. I seem to get by hearing, seeing on TV or whatever something about gay or straight or talk. I don't mean purposely looking it up for arousal either. eg, I could be reading something about H-OCD, and someone might mention something about how they decided they're gay and they might mention something about experiences or whatever, and I'll get . However, I find this response repulsive, not enjoyable, particularly seeing as how my beliefs do not condone ual practices, and seeing as how I want to get married, have kids if I ever feel competent enough to raise kids, and really, really want to be with a girl who loves me and who I love. I really just wanna be like normal teenage guys who (forgive me if I sound graphic, I don't mean to be) get horny just by seeing a girl, and who get ual thoughts naturally come into their heads. I don't understand why I don't get by just seeing a girl (I don't get by seeing a guy either). And, I think a possible underwear could have lead to this problem, but I'm so confused I'm not certain about anything. I also thought I was in love with my best friend a few months ago (who is a girl), but something happened where she questioned if i was gay, which made me feel sick to the stomach, which also could have brought these OCD thoughts into my head. I have been obsessed with women when I was little (Oedipus complex), and till I was 13, but when I turned 14 is when this all started really. Although, I figured I just needed male friends instead of just girls. Being around close friends makes me happy, and I just want to be a happier teenage boy who will grow up with a loving wife and a great average life. I probably wouldn't be here if I didn't know about God - he's helped me so much through prayer. I just need to figure out my weird thoughts and conclusively end up heteroual with no doubt in my brain. Sorry for writing all this, but thanks for reading it! Also, please don't rave on about how I should "accept who I am" and "you're born with it - you can't help it". That's bull. Everyone is born with free will. That's what they're born with. And I've made the choice to be straight.